Benjamin Suzuki: Disappointed hummingbird: quasi-haiku and other short form poems, compiled by Kendal Q. Binmore
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Disappointed Hummingbird: quasi-haiku and other short form poems of Benjamin Suzuki
compiled by Kendal Q. Binmore
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Introduction
Your world in my hands: boarderless poems
Kendal Q. Binmore
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I hold your world
in my hands
this the only individual
Benjamin Suzuki
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To see the absurdity of poetry read very little of it. You will then see the obvious: a few or more words going nowhere, foolishly stretching for significance while there are bills to pay. Bills are here, they make, construct a place; they make us by demarcating our value to others. Suzuki’s words herein reside nowhere–yet they ground a man who changed the legal process by which we live, a man who changed our bills, where they come from, how they are paid, but, alas, not their coin, that coin as ancient as life. He accepted our trap of words with an honesty most of us demur; accepted them to find escape of, through them.
He must have read till synapse overload, word piling on itself until meaning became directionless. Then comes the incantation of word, where syntax becomes a jumping across vast distance, meaning the jump itself. A single word is multiple departure, directions winnowed by words surround. Underdetermined because overdetermined, paradox which magicks understanding, gone the clarity of walk which yields our paychecks.
The law contours that walk yet arises from ambiguity. Hence our contention over who shall sit the High Court: not just augur who shall speak the myth, but who shall be placed in potential of myth to come. Justice resides in law before legislation; we may despise to adore our Justices, but cannot do without them.
Suzuki placed the resolution of indeterminancy, the trimming of that overdetermination otherwise underdetermination, among us. Pluralism is not a landscape of caves–although he let us think so in the voucher cases–but a continuous ground where ownership is ephemeral. Which is how Justice is. A parasite, letting us use it so it will be long after our passing.
The limit of our world, Wittgenstein tells us, is the limit of our language. Almost right. It must be so, just almost right, if I am to speak. For there is no “our”:
From the journal of Benjamin Suzuki:
God turns another face; or we move in direction unforseen to encounter a beyond astonished. That which crushed our hopes, which made us be, now releases us to choreograph our being absent rehearsal. We are the beyond, for there is no us; acts migrate to an elsewhere to craft a returning reply–we conceit of people complete, whole, nowhere clearly present.
We are the beyond, for there is no us. Language is no Quinean raft adrift in time, but multiple rafts, jump as you can, a topology of incomplete connection, that incompleteness beyond the understanding of any mind, mind of the moment, embedded in something it calls language.
Suzuki’s realism lies in the fact that connections beyond his (any) language exist. A fact which is denial of Humean scepticism: crossings have been found (have they?), will be found, found not in me, but the stories which come to me. A fact which is a faith that miracles arise since new voices come, I hear tell, through stories.
Reason tends to quash voice into singular outcome. Suzuki avoids this by reasoning amidst voices to come. Travel within an unclear topology is jurisprudence. Its role is to pivot decision in ways unforseen by the creators of content, to hop languages through minds unknown, avoiding the tyranny of this moment.
So Suzuki’s hopping poetry, perhaps to likely not exceptional, but the ground which let him stand. He stood where voices claim the same word in disparate necessities, where life claims itself unique by forgetting all other life.
silence
roars among us
happily deaf
Past the boundary of that forgetting lies failure unseen, even unheard: Suzuki stands there, for there likely is a language jump. Not one for his taking, but still a connection found–for others perchance to take.
from afar
human stands
foreign life
He stood in others’ failure, believing it likely more, awaiting our triumphs to stale. Then, when remembering seems the only way out, he offers return to that failure. Back to juncture, paths lost for success’ sake. Justice stands apart from success and failure, knowing both pass on. What remains is content, sprouting of both.
words diversify
water swelling from the ground
Jurisprudence is no never ending game of victory, but place from which games become; and die:
in severed rock
buddhas sit, awaiting notice
no death, no life
This landscape grounding paths can be sensed through ambiguity or purposeful incompleteness. Give me enough ambiguity to make a world, Suzuki says to Associate Justice Takahashi Yoshimitsu of the Hawaiian Supreme Court. Or let a world die. Exactly where, how death and life elide is creation’s tool. Suzuki avoids punctuation to make the tool evident:
imprisoned
by my questions
I create a world
can read
imprisoned:
by my questions
I create a world
or
imprisoned
by my questions:
I create a world
the former a sprout from failure, the latter beyond failure and victory. Ambiguity is his protection from others’ certainty, a certainty measured by the enforced silence of yet more others.
he lives
caved
in the laughter
of others
Caved in, battered into the non-existence of silence; yet laughters batter each other, creating a nullity where one can be, the contours of that space all malign, but malign differently, that the weakness of derision, that it would own all places at once, so cancels itself, at times, through mutual contempt.
To see the absurdity of poetry read very little of it. Absurdity self-inoculation against readers. What reader will bear this assault against his presence? Perhaps those who reside in failure, failure their absurdity endured.
distant leaf
ravaged by fungus
a face appears
Suzuki was no failure. Yet his originalism induces a failure into his, or anyone’s jurisprudence.
From the journal of Benjamin Suzuki:
Jurisprudence is a mosaic of lies. The lie not in the piece, but in the cut, in the seamless fusion of piece to piece. A necessity: histories grow of themselves, uncaring of their fit with their fellows.
Cut to seamless fusion? No. Grow until mutual encounter makes a seamless fusion. We do not cut, make our jurisprudence. We remake pieces; we chip pieces already placed. The remaining pieces shift in the tumult–and grow to fill the spaces consequent. That is where truth lies, in the growth. Where growth stops, lies begin.
Let us chip away to sustain the ever incomplete. The truth will come, unbidden, only to squeeze out other truths. That’s when we chip somewhere else on the mosaic beyond reason.
Let us chip away to sustain the ever incomplete: his failure lay in his inability to accept success. Catapulted to Chief Justice through a State appellate decision overridden by Oregon’s highest court, he became the voice of failure. Promoted by failure, he seeded it everywhere.
Failure: severance of social relations, absurdity made. Flaying in the wind, tethered by the force of others’ success, whipped in the tumult of others’ needs, so short of oblivion. To be is to be incomplete:
From the journal of Benjamin Suzuki:
Flayed tassels of being, whipping unanchored, we the node remaining–this is death, not in an elsewhere of respite but maker of days. Paradise is no End of Days but delay of Day, of severance, Paradise returning when creation anew comes to tether us again so we may be more than ourselves. We are a sequence of tetherings, individual that which is unanchored in someone’s death, moaning faith that we may unbe, offering ourselves as strand in web of words where common being is harmony where there is no responsibility. So the Word writes of death to tether elsewheres, to make strands anchor in ever present paradise.
I is abomination, whipping strand unraveling others, as close to God as we can be, false singleton, substance of strand in the lost tie, existence declaring its power through its loss. Our I’s are wrath of God made to be, made of His Word sundered, His self-cage broken, no promises to bind, to make him vanish into spoken breath, distributed widely, secretly, power hidden from Itself, this our function as men. We are God enduring Itself, ever failing, ever trying, cry of making and loss.
When complete, we vanish:
From the journal of Benjamin Suzuki:
A Pakistani peasant, gang raped by order of a village council to punish the reputation of her 12 year old brother ([falsely] accused of “seducing” an older woman), later sues the council, winning in Pakistan’s High Court. Investing her settlement in a program to help girls, she returns to the village. A police officer, resident at the time of her rape, now asks her to become his second wife. She demurs. 18 months later, he threatens to divorce his first wife if she refuses, which would trigger retaliatory divorces across marriage alliances. She capitulates, becoming his second wife. March, 2009.
Pity respects no boundary, bleeds over all barriers, dissolves into anonymity, bears lives who cannot know why they are. Why is lost in necessity of breath, triumph each moment, medium of moment unimportant because it is there. Those dissolving in our lives are valued only in their anonymity; else their sacrifice threatens us to similar end.
Praise she who risks slaughter to stand her ground; but not those becoming the ground of others. Yet sacrifice is common to both, she raped out of her world, refusing to go, declaring her existence against cultural creed of her birth, facing the humiliation which keeps others’ lives afloat. Life against life makes a choice, a person, of a moment. Her individualism before the Court was the making of a girls’ school, a place where humiliation could not go, her humiliation public ground for its forgetting in the lives of others.
But when she forbears the humiliation of others’ divorce by becoming second wife, we disdain her submission to culture. She never left it. We forced her walk for our own ends, her individualism useful as our step forward. We made her dissolve among us, our ground for advance; as now she dissolves among the young women to which she returns.
Rights, bastion of justice, are born of severance, of incompleteness, of individuals. I hold your world in my hands: perhaps a severance in itself, tearing you out to discern a you, making me as well, apart in your apart, individual a fantasy partnership among two entities that have never been, isolate seer and seen, this the only individual. Justice is born of incompleteness, knows only incompleteness, incompleteness never owned, traveling beyond every victory made. Which is why, how, the world will bear it, Justice ever fleeing its own victory, so it can later return.
Not so for collective rights. These are hermetic, closing upon themselves, horizon the same face which looks out. These know endurance as their only measure, Justice a talking memory of a people made, a justification of present act to an equally present articulating memory which desires only closure.
Completeness is no poetry, poetry no canon. Poetry inoculates against readers to preserve itself in incompleteness, an invitation to make one’s own canon, an absurdity, truth whole for only one, dissolving for another one to come. To read poetry in canon extant is to sunder that canon. Which is why Suzuki wrote these short form poems, Justice not preserved, but invited to come again.
we stand
on ground
every fleeing itself
Benjamin Suzuki
purple field
flowers ephemeral
Suzuki land
Kendal Q. Binmore
(purple…flowers: see Gerrard Ponti, (ed.), Remembering the Suzuki Court, entries 1,2, by Brian Page)
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Disappointed Hummingbird
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hummingbird
hovers by my pen
wondering where the nectar is
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above confluent hatreds
birds call identically
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bird calls
warning us
to beauty
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climbing this decaying wave
reveals
space unlived
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on the path
downcast eyes
rise
in mutual, unfettered
recognition
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with each hello
I encounter
incalculable demons
this the sutra of humanity
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worlds scurry about me
glancing off my actions
as they vanish
to their elsewhere
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mountain rises over homes
in aloof, silent
competition
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sexual beauty
forcing
interpretations on smiles
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with each word
I am defined
anew
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audience stomps its feet
my words fraying in their gauntlet
some emerge, regroup
hoping for sense
better to speak in loneliness
watching the flock ascend
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from afar
human stands
foreign life
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predator stands aside
marveling at the beauty
of fighting prey
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foreign life runs in stealth
once, once it stops to let me see
for that instant
I am no longer a man
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red-purple-pink:
hummingbird’s head
proclaims existence
affronting others
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orange-white outcropping of quartz
residue from some other history
stands
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hawk hovers over turbulence
swift descent captures a warrior
purpose dripping off skin,
suffocating in the void
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tree:
immobile eyes
birthed of severed limbs
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animal bounds ahead in fear
showing me the way
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words diversify
water swelling from the ground
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mountain:
frozen turmoil
upon which life abides
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decaying peak
reaching towards destruction
offers shade
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painting
release me
from your creator
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raindrop
sheds perfection
declaring its existence
splash!
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rattlesnake
sensing loneliness
warns
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coyotes
mock human cries
knowing what we know
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twilight recedes
mountain closing upon me
path elongates treacherously
infinity comes, never eternity
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water flows down
jagged ravine
smooth, unharmed:
history supporting the flowing present
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green-gold jumps among
rocks at dusk
dry stream
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we stand
on ground
ever fleeing itself
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in these words
rests the world
of a moment
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I raise this chawan
to the sun
grateful for a mind
not my own
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everywhere
the world depicts itself
elsewhere
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these birds
eyes of the world
upon us
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distant leaf
ravaged with fungus
a face appears
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trapped in the world
only breath of words
released
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bird
dancing on upright trunk
shadow of leaves in breeze
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these lives
not what I imagine
this their inestimable gift
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bird on the ground
an empty tree pod
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light fades
I am not what I was
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bomb
become me
all you need
is a little
arbitrary
nurturing
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leaf
claps one hand
dancing the wind
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leaf
chimes silence
in dance
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in this wind
powers beyond my ken
—
this haiku
this offering
of hope, value, difference
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wind takes my heat
making something else
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ever less
they take
ever more
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prophet
surging from rock
awaits our decay
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bird in rock
always along the way
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bird cries
hover above Tao
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day breaks
no one knows why
there we all stand
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feces
decays in dignity
on the rock
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limbs rain down
manna from some heaven
feeding what I could be
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nosebleed
on the High Bench
life wants out
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tall outcrop of rock
steadfast sentinel
of no cause
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on the third floor
seventh row, third stack
bottom shelf
the answer lies
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faces everywhere
no sanity there
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hawk rides the wind
watching us
ride one another
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silence
roars among us
happily deaf
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birds
sentinels of difference
see no side
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eyes on the ground
walking
path unknown
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fly
buzzing along my side
almost speaks
—
rocks morph into images
hoping we see
what they have endured
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field biologist
walks his domain
owning with words
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rock
violently sundered
makes a smile
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worn face
made of arbitrary blows
rock or man?
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I hold your world
in my hands
this the only individual
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speaking chawan
we forget
our mutual incompatibility
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having no enemy
I become no one
going no where
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lacking hope
there is no lie
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mother, child in arms
knows no wrong
terrible beauty
—
derisive laughter
bones on the pyre
keeping us warm
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redressing grievance
shapes others
into scream
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lives come before this Bench
theater: enter stage left, exit stage right
enso!
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in severed rock
buddhas sit, awaiting notice
no death, no life
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I bow in combat
opponent no enemy
defeated Cicero still speaks!
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in this rock
myriad gods
cohabit unawares
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shadows on wind:
calligraphy arising as it’s lost
no record the only record
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in this small bowl
hope of a world
—
image absent origin:
possibility
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in blue-green eyes
of no human tint
infinity within dime cranium
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in the rain
I am a roof
—
fingers stand in sheared rock
frozen wind
—
imprisoned
by my questions
I create a world
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world protecting me
from world:
ceiling of birds in flight
—
riddled in wholes
life abode for other:
old sahuaro
—
sentinel alight
on feigned death:
bird on wintered tree
—
fathomless hunger
quashing all that comes
black hole, singularity:
God made mine
—
envelope of greeting
protective bubble
against fear
—
tangential life
propelled to an elsewhere
by my presence
—
jagged beauty
waiting to impale:
canyon floor
—
cactus green
in evening sun
flow trapped in a moment
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encountered on the trail
friendly nonsense:
language disparate
—
in the distance
life buzzes
God far removed from me
—
stilled chaos
grounds the path
dry wash
—
across vast distance
squirrel and I
gaze
—
convoluted prickly pear
stretches outward
fleeing its living past
—
rock
with old, worn face
stepping stone
—
rock
tapers to bird
caught in the flow
—
deep in the night
face encrusted rock
awaits
—
dead life
stretches forward
tracing explosion
—
dead, gnarled tree
surging from ground:
nothing escapes
—
life scurries in tall grass
unseen
yet impacts my world
—
eyes down
make horizon small
so the path can end
—
rock jettisons from itself
impossible escape:
fingered boulders
—
baring its face
to become:
cliff etched in wind
—
rocks slide
making a way
up
—
rain of leaves
cycle of recurrence
beyond our being
—
fire of dying leaves
consumes itself
beauty to some elsewhere
fall where you are
—
river stones
flow through my eyes
desert wash
—
perched on the cross
bird uses
faith
—
dead sahuaro
no one’s totem
—
world passes
in latent threat
bee swarm
—
beyond the bend
staffed man:
laughter of culture contact
—
storing the life of others
it endures:
bloated sahuaro
—
defecation:
purpose moving on
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dying tree
kept beautiful
by its parasite
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on downward slope
broken faces
provide purchase
—
image
makes another
in the same place
—
rumors wail
pushing me into city’s ally
huddled, I look out
see wind pushed
by building cliffs
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root
snakes across the ground
in its own time
—
quartz
streams through rock
breaking what was there
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life
uses itself
as vista
—
rattlesnake
destroys the path
—
he lives
caved
in the laughter
of others
—
rumors roil
the stream’s volume shifts
exposing drying stones
upon which to stand
rumors roil
stones desperate to stay dry
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shadows on wind:
calligraphy arising as it’s lost
no record the only record
—
image
shifting in words:
haiku
—
reality
frozen in other:
lawsuit
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art:
revered loss
of its maker
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among comrades
approaching death
Humean wilderness
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Mitland/Suzuki poems
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Some time after their joint tenure on the Court, Henry Mitland and Benjamin Suzuki began taking yearly week long summer holidays in unpopulated areas of the American Southwest, probably motivated by Mitland’s interest in archeology (see Henry Mitland’s private journal for his speculations on ancient history and archeology). In my years scouring the private papers of the Suzuki era Justices, I have occasionally encountered poems which seem derived from these excursions, either dateable to a known holiday, present in the corpus of both Justices, or more loosely inferible by content. I append these here, suppressing my reasons for thinking them somewhat joint efforts of the Justices. KQB.
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roads without destination
traveled on the backs of ghosts
Anasazi spring
(Anasazi, derived from a Navajo word meaning “aliens’ ancestors,” is commonly used to designate the ancient [c 100 – 1300 ce] pueblo culture in a region encompassing Southern Utah, Northern Arizona, and Western to Central New Mexico, ususally focusing on the end centuries of that era. The word, introduced by an archeologist in 1936, has something of a negative connotation to present Pueblo Natives, as the Navajo are generally thought migrant to the area after 1300, making them the true local “aliens.”)
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upon approach
Rosetta stone
hides
ontology at a distance
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in the hills
residue of failed escape
rocks imagine
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in the trek
a man knows
lost to the world
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image screaming
too much of us:
shattered rock
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reality layered and disjoint
in which parasites abound
human wilderness
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